-mustn’t lurk in doorways-

December 29, 2015

Tired of not feeling good enough: at life, at writing, at girlfriending….

Tired of not feeling worthy, despite my daily struggle to find meaning (outside of my relatively awesome relationship)…

Tired of the struggle of trying to be, and feel, normal; no matter what chemicals I put in my body…

Tired of struggling against doing the things that make me feel good when I am at my lowest points: eating, boozing, cutting, drugging…

Tired of being mentally ill in a world that would deny me any sense of normalcy, no matter how small or insignificant it is to others…

Tired of being poor and helpless, because somebody in their ivory tower deemed my life futile…

Tired of clawing my way out, only to slip, slide and be violently kicked back into the sludge….

Misery loves company. Won’t you come in?



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